First Entry

Decemeber 1, 2009. Clear Day.

So this is my first entry.

I'm starting this blog to give me motivation to write a diary about my life. I'm not expecting anyone to read this. It's mostly for myself.

First off, I would like to write what has happened in my life up to this point.

I was engaged on August 1, 2009 to a wonderful guy. I have been with him for 4 years and a month. We are both planning to move out, hopefully in January. It would be a good thing to have our own place. I need space away from my parents. I love my parents but I really need to get away from them. I just need my own space. I'm 23 years old. I can't always be around my parents to help them with their money problems. I'm just so tired of it. It's been like this forever. Ever since I was a child.

I know that God wants me to take care of them. And I would be willing to do so. But both my parents are still acting like children. Do they not understand how old they are? Do they understand they have responsibilities as parents to keep their children away from harm? Why do my brother and I have to deal with their things when it is their shiet?

Also, why do I suck in school right now? I can't be focused in my education right now. I don't even what to go to my school. I'm dunno how I will refocus on my education?

Hopefully, writing in this diary would help me figure things out.